First Show @ the Fillmore
Peaks and valleys, peaks and valleys, peaks and valleys. I keep telling myself that this is what I signed up for. I knew that I would no longer go into bars and have drinks shoved into my hands and shots poured down my throat. I knew that I would no longer get roped effortlessly into conversations and circles, effectively creating a social life that was about as difficult to maintain as a pet rock. Eight years as a bartender in a relatively small town will do that.
I would be lying if I said that at the Karl Denson's Tiny Universe show at the Fillmore last night, it was a little odd to not see some recognizable faces. It was odd not to pre-game with my friends, imbibing alcohol for at least two hours leading up to the show, then competing afterward for the title of Last Man Standing. It was odd not to run commentary and first set re-caps during the set break. And it was odd not to have a crew to high-five when KDTU broke into the Jimi Hendrix song Spanish Castle Magic for encore. Brock felt the same way, commenting that usually, going to a show seemed like such an event, but that this time it seemed more like an everyday occurrence. Not to take away from the show, of course. Donning an off-white cowboy hat, Karl proved once again that his band is the Soul of the jam scene. And, Mike Doughty playing solo for opener was a nice addition, especially since I haven't seen him since he played the Cat's Cradle with Soul Coughing about seven years ago.
So, the learning process continues. I feel like I'm finally getting a pretty good feel for navigating the city. But there is just a kernel of two of...hmmm...not homesickness, but really just longing for familiarity. It is most certainly a feeling felt by anyone shedding their comfort zone in such drastic context. But, as I have continued to say, this is what I signed up for. Now, if I could only go ahead and land a job...